Friday, April 20, 2007
thin happen this few day... hai.. and my temper not really good too... suddenly feel like all my fren leavin mi.. hai... and now i oso dunno how to face ah bee and xueling... sorry to create so many trouble for u bee... hai... anyway i juz not a good fren... i fail to bein a fren of u all....... thin should left untold.... unknown tear..................
11:46 PM
alone* in the rain;
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
juz reached home... went bugis again.... this time pei shan shop... den after tat go eat.... ya... den walk around again.... den go eat again.. go breko eat... wanted to go xue ling there eat but it too late i think... ya... shan treat.... ya..... den after tat went east coast drink... after tat went home le... ya...... hai... goin to no line use liao...my mum going to cut away my line le.... coz of the bill... saded... cut le oso dunno wat to use..... dun use phone liao??? or i go sign another line or buy per paid card use first.... so many bill need to pay... still owe my bro the internet bill too.... wah.... going mad..... money money pls come to mi.... all i need is u.... haha......
4:04 AM
alone* in the rain;
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
dunno wat have go into mi... dunno... realise tat i not myself anymore... and become very cb... hai... dunno la... everyday juz wan to drink and go out happenin... hai... ah bee told mi juz now xue ling give up hope on mi le.. izzit ture? i got so wat til ppl give up hope on mi ma? hai... nvm la.. think soon everyone wil juz give up hope on mi ba... hai... when sherry say mi juz now i feel really sad... but i juz have to act strong.. she say when ppl treat mi good love mi care for mi i dunno how to cherish and thin when ppl have left mi den i realise thier good and thin and noe how to cherish... hai... dunno... really regret.... but think it too late to regret le ba.. hai... i gonna be strong... hai.. feel like cryin now.. hai... juz noe tat i cant break down in front of all of them... i dun wan anyone to c the weaker side of mi... hai...
i told leng life is so meaningless to mi now.. and she told mi tis... life is meaningful if you make it MEANINGFUL, life will only be meaningless when want it to be MEANINGLESS... ya.. but how am i gonna make it meaningful???? hai.. i dunno... can anyone tel mi??? hai....
the smile tat nv come back again
7:20 AM
alone* in the rain;
hmmmm.... juz reach home... went bugis today.... saw xue lian.. haha... den pei quimei go her work place awhile den go find qin.... wait for her to finish work.. den we went to v8 and eat.. haha.. den wait for sherry to come... eat finish no place go den we go east coast slack... saw wei heng... lol... den he ask us wan go drink.. went drink wif him.. before tat qui mei was tokin he comfim open beer.... but end up open martell... lol... drink while waitin for ah qiang to come... think he reach around 1plus? den we go roundin... i sit infront den they three sit behide... coz is my fren but din noe he qin and quimei are linked too til we at yishun there de spc.. haha.. they keep wan to disturb mi la while on the way there.. stupid.. wan make mi pai seh... haha.. den went to seletar... den at there slack awhile.. den headed to geylang... slack til 5plus den he drive us home.. haha... ride ah wah bike at seletar... haha... so shoik... i goin to chiong for my bike lic le.. hahaha... dunno feel quit happy tat moment... lol....
6:00 AM
alone* in the rain;
Monday, April 09, 2007
hmmm... reach home at 10plus... today whole day slp at chee hon house... haha... ya... hmm..so many thin wan to say out... but juz dunno how to say.... hahaha... ya..... i wan feel bein love..... haha..... speechless...... lol.................................................
it bein a long time i last saw my pig.... wonder how she doin? is she doin fine? and how the thin between her zhi hao and renee? are she stil the same? and thin.... hmmm... anyway juz hope she noe how to think for her self ba.... ya........ miss.........
1:30 AM
alone* in the rain;
Saturday, April 07, 2007
hmmm.. tis few day nv blog.. have been going out.. haha... went xueling house ton went out wif qin they all and thin... yesterday went 97.. i was drunk... haha.. den xueling come brim mi home... ya.. feel so bad... my nonsense make all of them cant stand mi la... haha... so sorry.... hmmm... now goin to meet sherry le.... ya....
9:31 PM
alone* in the rain;
Monday, April 02, 2007
today wake up at 5plus... din went to bai my ah ma.. ya.. feel so bad... hai.. nvm... wake up bath eat den went parkway find xin ci they all... xin ci wanted to cut hair but the saloon close so nv cut.. ya.. den joey brin her baby go today... zndan grow up le... lol.. he so cte la.. haha.. den we go play pool den slack around lo... 12plus darren fetch mi jie wei shu ren xin ci home... ya...
1:35 AM
alone* in the rain;